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Saturday, August 06, 2005

imperfect.
is the PERFECT word.
to suit each and EVERYONE out there.
if you think ure perfect in everything.
PLEASE. dont be so stupid.
if there was EVER this thing called.
perfect. then i wonder what's
imperfect. you might be perfect in this
but in some other thing.
you might just be way bad.
so please. if i am not good in this.
you do not have to be so direct.
cos I HAVE FEELINGS TOO.
i keep my attitude inside me.
i keep my temper in me.
from that day onwards.
i know i've done something
which was unacceptable.
and now i've changed.
yes i know. i'm bad at this.
and you're good. SO WHAT?!
everyone says you all are trying.
WHAT ABOUT ME!?
i am also. but i have my difficulties.
which YOU all can NEVER understand.
i have really sacrifice alot of things.
just for this.cancelled my tuitions.
but you said. i didnt .
why dont you put yourself in my shoes.
my results , my parents, and EVERYTHING ELSE.
i'm really STUCKED. i've no one to talk to.
the one i usually talk to
now sides with you.
the one who i share everything
is also now having her own problems
she goes to you. leaving me all alone by myself.
i've nowhere to turn.
and now this. i'm really gonna go into depression
SOON. i'm not joking. it's happening very very frequently.
but still i act as if nothing is happening.
i just laugh it away. pretending
that nothing happened.
i just dun understand why.
i dont blame you all.
cos i knew life was NEVER EVER fair.





i dont know what's happening.
everything is just so unlucky.
hospitals and more hospitals.
my uncle. then my cousin.
now my good friend.
WHY WHY WHY!!!???
it's not my fault if i have moodswings.
everything is just happeneing
AT THE WRONG TIME.
and nobody seems understands.
all you think is just that
i'm giving some freaking attitude.
when i am trying to keep my cool.
she shows hers too. but why.
WHY is it different .
you all understand her. even
for some small reason but me.
i just wanna break down.
but i know i cant.
i'm under the unpopular group.
and so what. does that mean anything.
whatever i do or say.
it's just a pile of junk.
when i said what i have to do.
you didnt hear. and you turn around
BLAMING ME . i hate when people acuse me.
who likes. i hate this. i just hope this ends
REAL SOON.




-i can no longer take it soon.
the pain in me is just excruciating.




4:13 PM